Letting Go is an Act of Sacrificial Faith
Even though there is so much about standing for the restoration of our marriages that’s very difficult, probably one of the most consistently difficult is understanding and putting into practice the Lord’s instructions in 1 Corinthians 7:15, which says But if the unbeliever leaves, let him do so. A believing man or woman is not bound in such circumstances; God has called us to live in peace.
I’m not even going to address how that verse is perverted by most of today’s Christian leaders to allow and condone divorce and remarriage, because that’s not the point of what I want to share today; and most people reading this have already gotten beyond the deception of that false teaching, which is discussed in great detail elsewhere on the site. So that means we need to find out what it does mean, and why the Lord asks us to do it in the first place, and I’m really excited about the revelation or insight He gave me about that this morning..
There’s been a lot of conversation lately in our FAM Chat sessions and on the private sites about the difficulties of letting go, and how important it is to totally and completely trust God, which will be the topic of tonight’s FAM Chat. So I’ve been thinking about it more and more over the past few days.
Last night, one of the ladies in the fellowship met with her husband to discuss the division of their property, because he has filed for divorce. And she was the one who asked for the meeting; because she said she would rather they work that out between themselves instead of going through the lawyers. I was so glad to hear she had done that, because I had a very messy divorce, which did absolutely NOTHING to glorify Jesus Christ, and only served to make restoration of my marriage even more unlikely in the earthly realm. In addition to that verse saying we are called to live in peace, there are so many verses in the Bible that tell us to seek peace, pursue peace and be peace makers. So maintaining and seeking peace in our relationships with our spouses, even when they want to leave us and do a lot to hurt and disappoint us, is obviously very important to God. But any time we find ourselves in the midst of the legal system and in court, by their very adversarial nature, they do little to promote peace. In fact, they almost ALWAYS make bad situations a LOT worse. So I always suggest doing everything possible to avoid relying on the courts and very flawed legal system to help us in matters of divorce, and even child support. There are a ton of scriptures indicating that doing so directly opposes the will and ways of God; like casting all of our anxieties on God because He cares for us (1 Peter 5:7), leaning not to our own understanding and trusting God with ALL our hearts and acknowledging Him in ALL our ways so He will direct our paths(Proverbs 3:5-6), not causing God to oppose us because of our pride and humbling ourselves under the mighty hand of God because HE WILL lift us up in DUE time (1 Peter 5:5-6), seeking first the kingdom of God and his righteousness because we know He will give us everything else we need (Matthew 6:33), and letting our gentleness be apparent because the Lord is near, and taking all of our request to GOD in prayer with thanksgiving, without being anxious about ANYTHING (Philippians 4:5-6). And how interesting it is that after that last passage, Philippians 4:7 says And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. So that, along with the other verses, is a pretty good indication of HOW we let our spouses go and manage to live in peace as we’re called to do in 1 Corinthians 7:15! And what an awesome praise report the woman who met with her husband had this morning! The peace she had last night surprised her and since she was not so overwrought, she was able to see how terribly unhappy her husband is, and to have genuine compassion for him. And her faith and confidence in the Lord to meet her needs and restore their marriage is stronger than ever! And everything she did was in complete agreement with the above referenced verses and many others, and our God and Father WILL be faithful to reward and bless that kind of faith and obedience!
And then I have a lengthy conversation with another one of the fellowship members last night who understands in his head that he needs to let go, but just doesn’t seem to be able to DO it. So this morning, as I was thinking about these situations and the FAM Chat tonight, and how exciting it was to see how the Lord had given the woman the peace, not to mention grace and strength, to do what she did last night with such a calm and confident attitude, I kept wondering why it’s so important to the Lord for us to let go. I mean I understood that it’s important, because He made us and He knows how we’re wired. And for some reason, releasing our spouses is important in that respect, because as long as we’re holding onto them they will just try harder to get farther and farther away from us. But it kept going round and round in my head that there had to be more, and I couldn’t believe it when the Lord reminded me of something He had shown me a while back about WHY Jesus wept when Lazarus died. And that gave me the answer. It’s ALL about FAITH, and demonstrating in meaningful and measurable ways that we trust God to fulfill His word in every respect. We have to show God that we believe and expect and rely on HIM to do exactly what His Word tells us He will do, and that we know that His Word will NEVER return void, that it will ALWAYS accomplish what He desires and sent it to accomplish. And He confirmed that by reminding me of a personal experience I had in my personal life, when the Lord told me that my husband was my Isaac on the alter”, and then what ended up happening, with totally unexpected results and consequences. But I’ll save that for another post too!
One Sunday morning as I was getting ready for church, I heard a preacher on TV teaching out of John 11 about the death of Lazarus and how Jesus cried when he died. I’ve heard that same message over and over again so many times in my life and never had the reaction I had that morning! He said Jesus cried because he loved Lazarus so much that He was grieved by his death. And I yelled at the TV “That’s not true! He wouldn’t cry because he was dead, because He knew He was going to raise him up for the glory of God and Himself, so that can’t possibly be why he cried!” I was so surprised, but I knew without a doubt that was true, so I started thinking about why He WAS crying, and the insight that flooded my mind was almost overwhelming, because there was so much that it really did come like a flood. The main thing I remembered at that time was that Jesus even told the disciples that Lazarus was asleep, which they thought He meant literally, but Jesus explained that He was in fact dead and that He was going to raise him up. And when He had been told that Lazarus was sick in the first place, He even said that it was for the glory of God. I didn’t have time to read about it then, but I asked my pastor about it later that day, and he thought I was wrong, that Jesus cried because He loved Lazarus and it showed His human emotion! Well, I love and respect my pastor, but I knew in my spirit that was hog wosh and couldn’t wait to read it to see for myself. He even said something about Jesus was a man at that time and didn’t have all the knowledge of God, and I knew he was straying way off from my thinking on that one! Now with that in mind, read John 11, VERY carefully and thoughtfully. I have no doubt I could write a book about this passage and everything the Lord revealed to me about it, but I hope and pray that as you read it, you’ll see all of the amazing significance it has for us as we stand for the restoration of our marriages. In fact, I’ll do a SOF post about that soon. But the main point I want to make here is that Jesus was not crying because Lazarus was dead. I believe He was crying because Mary, who had earlier demonstrated such great love for Him, had lost faith and confidence in Him. That’s why seeing her tears and despair grieved Him so much and moved Him to cry Himself. Why didn’t Mary come with Martha in the first place when she knew Jesus was there? Why did Jesus specifically send for her? Why did He wait for her before going to the place where Lazarus was buried? And why did John think it was necessary to remind us that Mary had poured out the perfume on Jesus’ feet and dried them with her hair? Those are just some of the reasons I believe Mary’s lack of faith is what caused Jesus’ troubled spirit and tears. And we know Jesus was troubled by people’s lack of faith, based on what He said about not being able to perform miracles in his own home town. And His grief is NOT because we don’t believe in Him. It’s because He knows what our lack of faith will cost us, because it is the one thing that can and will keep us from receiving all of the best He died to give us. And we can see how important that is, because ALL through this passage, Jesus repeatedly ask everyone if they believed in Him.
Then when we read the rest of the chapter and realize that it was that very act, that very miraculous, public and sacrificial act, that eventually led to His death; it’s reasonable to believe that added another dimension to His pain and grief. And yet, we do the same thing to the Lord all the time, because all He wanted then and all He wants now is for us to believe in Him and to believe that NOTHING is impossible with Him, that He has the power to bring that which is dead and buried back to life…and that He WILL do it all for the glory of God and Himself. And the very last verse in the passage about Lazarus proves how and why that happens, because John 11:45 says Therefore many of the Jews who had come to visit Mary, and had seen what Jesus did, put their faith in him. And when the people around us, all of the nay sayers, see the Lord restore our hopeless, dead marriages, they will put their faith in Jesus too! And the word of our restored testimonies will be used to keep Satan from destroying many more marriages and families and Jesus will certainly be glorified!
And one other interesting observation I made is that it’s not very likely the Jews came just to see Mary, and not Martha. Personally, I think that’s just God’s way of making it easier to better understand the true significance of this passage, because it’s a lot less about God’s power to perform miracles than it is about how absolutely essential it is for us to BELIEVE THAT HE CAN AND WILL PERFORM THEM!!! And when we don’t believe that, we literally grieve our Lord and Savior, because we are in effect saying that we don’t accept and appreciate the precious price He paid to earn our faith and trust. And if we’re unable to let our spouses go when they want to leave in obedience to God’s Word, with confidence in His promises, we are in effect calling Him a liar. So God asks us to let our spouses go, and to continue to live in peace with them and ourselves, simply as an act of sacrificial, faith filled trust. And when we take that step of faith in obedience to His Word, HE WILL BE FAITHFUL TO DO ALL THAT HIS WORD PROMISES SO JESUS WILL BE GLORIFIED AND THE DEVIL WILL BE DEFEATED! And when we don’t have the faith needed to do that, God will be faithful to give it to us when we ask for it, and when we get SERIOUS about reading and studying HIS word (and that’s not reading what someone else writes ABOUT it; it’s reading the Bible for ourselves), which we know because Romans 10:17 (NKJV) says So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. So I pray for all of us to have the faith and confidence we need in Jesus to LET GO, so we will be supernaturally blessed and encouraged!
It is so exciting how our God works. My husband has now been gone 10 months and all the while I have been so uptight and upset about him leaving because I love him so much. I constantly longed for him to come home, and to call or email etc. For some reason, for all of this week I have just not felt any of this anxiety. I even started questioning myself, wondering if it was because I was loving him less and less because he has now been gone such a long time. I knew deep in my heart this was not the case because despite everything we have been through, I do love my husband unconditionally.
These two postings for February 2nd have certainly confirmed for me what I am going through. I have finally let go and given it all to God and am now enjoying my moment of peace. On so many days this week I have stumbled on readings or programs preaching that God is in control. With that said, what more do I need. My Master driver in behind the wheel and I know He has a good plan and purpose. I will just continue to go with Him for the ride which I am sure will be a glorious one.
Be blessed all of you as we continue to stand. Have faith and remember we serve a God mightier than anyone.